My life as today doesn't really rock... You see my phone is something i treasure very very much... and the other day  it on its OWN decided to break... just quit working out of the blue. So now I am stuck with a stupid loaner phone that is a piece of junk!! It takes like 4 mins just to load one message. They said it could take 8 WEEKS to get MY phone back. I miss my good ring tones and my pics and all of that jazz...

Another thing that blows is that I was sick ALL weekend and i went to Dustins birthday party (prolly for no reason) and go sick... yes i blame Dustin and i am going to keep blaming Dustin til the day that I die. Amber is a lil at fault too. It was VERY cold and I was like Im cold and I told Amber I wanted to go home because I was cold and VERY miserable and all she had to say was " so what stop being a whiney baby." which really hurt my feelings and made me feel like she really didnt care if i died or not. Dustin barly spoke three words to me. I had something to tell him and he wouldnt even answer me... wow what a great party right. It was cold and he went into the house will I was stuck in the cold watching the dumbest movie alive... really i wish i would of never even went to his party.

We get out of school next week and i am so glad. I honestly dont think I could last another flippin week at school. ALL my friends that i go to school with are graduating this year.. so i am going to be stuck with NO one next year doesnt that sound like a ball of fun... but not really.. You see we were not susposed to start back up until September and that got me all happen now we start backj EARLY august.... what the fuck that is so gay and i am NOT happy with that at all diff. since we have to go later in may than ever before. 

I just feel like I could just scream forever and my problems never seem to get solved they just add up and add up and finally its just like whatever I could care less anymore... honestly I hate the way junior year has went and is still goign for me... I am ready for life to get good again..