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ctownpanther
23 July 2008 @ 05:46 pm

Wow... Sorry everyone its been forever since I have been on here. There isnt really much going on right now in my life because i have a boring life. I am going camping wiht Tasha friday and wont be home til late Sunday :) (so that means Casey when you read this CALL ME). I have been spending most my time talking to Tasha because all of my other friends are too busy for me or are a long way away which isnt fun. I start school August 18th. I dont want to start it because For one its my last year and for two i think its going to be my most stressful year because if i dont get all my cerdits than i dont graduate. I want to graduate though so i am going to try my best. August 12 13 and 14 Dustin, Amber, Katelyn and I are going camping. I am hoping I can get Casey down here to go with us because that would be a load of fun!!!
ya thats my life
susie hall
love you
bye

 
 
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ctownpanther
09 June 2008 @ 01:30 am
It is monday around 1:30. I know for the next few days i am going to have nothing too do. Casey is going to  church camp and i am going to be stuck home with NO friends to hang out with. The only friends I really ever talk to or hang out with is Amber, Casey, and Dustin. They all have other things to do besides hang out with me. 

 Casey is goign to church camp and she wont get good signal, so that means she wont be texting me. While shes at church camp i highly doubt shes going to even have time because I have to admit church camps are very fun. I really hope she has fun though while she is gone because she really needs to get away. 

Amber is someone I always hung out with. I think most of my time is spent with her. She moved away and only visiting now and we all no how well that works. I know I wont hardly ever see her anymore and it really hurts. I feel like im losing a part of me.  We have been talking a tad bit on Myspace but I am still missing her...

Dustin still lives here and he really doesn't have any plans. Dustins thing is though he never wants to hang out anymore. He has decided that since there is never anything to do than there is no use in hanging out. He says hes busy... but really hes not as busy as he tries to make himself to be. I am missing him and hes still here. We hung out yesterday and it was relaly fun and i really miss thoughs times we had when he used to be cool and want to hang out.

I guess im done ranting... i just feel like my world is caving in.... yeah i guess ill stop since you guys are prolly bored with reading this by now. 

laters all
love ya Casey
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ctownpanther
19 May 2008 @ 10:55 pm

So you wanna know whats going on in my life? I guess since I can not hear you ill just tell you any way. My life is just okay nothing great nothing horrible. Thursday is the last day of school, Dustin and I are on bare talking levels, grades are actually passing... the list goes on and on! Trust me If i told you everything youd be sitting there for hours going is she done yet! lol I am not going to do that to you guys. 

School yes i am passing which is GREAT... Next year is going to blow because I dont want to take any of my classes that I am taking. The school thinks ill get over it but FORGET them... Thursday at 12 whatever I am going to be SO SO happy. Summer time is almost here tme with hangign out with friends like casey... (i have this fly that is buzzing in my ear...that im going to kill in two point four seconds) 

Friends... they are so loving and caring. Amber is awesome casey is awesome... like  I have about the best friends in the world that ANYONE could have but Dustin and males... tend to act LIKE MEN... and it drives me insane. Dustin was like since your not talking to me im not going to talk to you when I NEVER said that and neither did amber. He got his info from the WRONG source... 

So i dont know anymore than that. I am going to go check on me eggs and probably be bored

laters yall

 
 
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ctownpanther
11 May 2008 @ 10:32 pm
ERG!  
 My life as today doesn't really rock... You see my phone is something i treasure very very much... and the other day  it on its OWN decided to break... just quit working out of the blue. So now I am stuck with a stupid loaner phone that is a piece of junk!! It takes like 4 mins just to load one message. They said it could take 8 WEEKS to get MY phone back. I miss my good ring tones and my pics and all of that jazz...

Another thing that blows is that I was sick ALL weekend and i went to Dustins birthday party (prolly for no reason) and go sick... yes i blame Dustin and i am going to keep blaming Dustin til the day that I die. Amber is a lil at fault too. It was VERY cold and I was like Im cold and I told Amber I wanted to go home because I was cold and VERY miserable and all she had to say was " so what stop being a whiney baby." which really hurt my feelings and made me feel like she really didnt care if i died or not. Dustin barly spoke three words to me. I had something to tell him and he wouldnt even answer me... wow what a great party right. It was cold and he went into the house will I was stuck in the cold watching the dumbest movie alive... really i wish i would of never even went to his party.

We get out of school next week and i am so glad. I honestly dont think I could last another flippin week at school. ALL my friends that i go to school with are graduating this year.. so i am going to be stuck with NO one next year doesnt that sound like a ball of fun... but not really.. You see we were not susposed to start back up until September and that got me all happen now we start backj EARLY august.... what the fuck that is so gay and i am NOT happy with that at all diff. since we have to go later in may than ever before. 

I just feel like I could just scream forever and my problems never seem to get solved they just add up and add up and finally its just like whatever I could care less anymore... honestly I hate the way junior year has went and is still goign for me... I am ready for life to get good again..
 
 
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ctownpanther
07 May 2008 @ 09:31 pm

    I thought I'd start posting about my life on here or else I think my best friend Casey is going to kill me (I love you Casey)lol. My life has had its downs this year alot but  I guess its also had a few ups. The downs out number the goods by ALOT so yeah... its not that great. Right now I honestly say  i just wanna scream and hide in a corner so no more bad things can happen and so life doesn't have to change anymore even though life is always changing! :(
   
   One of the major things happening that is bad is people dying. I HATE it when someone close dies or anyone ingeneral dies. Steven died a lil over a month a go and my heart still has a HUGE hole and i still feel the pain of his death every single day. I think about him every day like what hed be doing or that he'd love this day because he was always out walking or doing something... I just wish he wouldn't of done what he did because so many people around here loved him more than hed ever know... I have also had my aunt and uncle die. I was close to my aunt and she passed away in Oct. but i still miss her Really badly. Family gathering are never the same anymore because she is gone. My uncle died and he is missed also. Everyone in my family have big holes in their hearts missing the people we have lost since September of 2007. Steven for some reason i miss the most. I think it is because I hung out wiht him so much and I seen him everyday at school and gave him a huge everyday... gosh I miss his bear hugs... his hugs were the best hugs that anyone ever could give. Another thing that happened is me and my boy friend of almost 3 years broke up which was very heart breaking. I know it was probably for the better but I still miss him and wish things could of turned out better.

   There are some good things that have also happened. One thing is my junior year is almost over and I am still passing. One of my best friends in the world gets to be happy and move away and become what she has always wanted. I got really close to my friends this year... which I am so glad cause I really needed them. I cant think of many good things that have happened because... really there anit very many.

  I guess I am going to quit ranting now... I hope to continue this posting things about my life I guess I am going to get out of here and talk to all ya'll who are reading this later...

 

Cya

Susie

 
 
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